Tak tenang lah kalau cenggini

Remember when you used to have your eyes on something, you just tell your dad, and he'll buy it for you right away. I don't miss that moment, I just need that moment back so I can say

"Takpe lah, you should keep that money in case we're gonna need it for something else."

And now, I am used to asking for my parents' money whenever I want something.

Today for example,

"Ayah, I want air tebu for Iftar, can ah?"

And he gave money to Min to buy air tebu straight away.

And at the age of 24, I still need to beg for my parents' money for my study fees. That's hell of awful shit to hear, kan?

Muka aku tebal gila nak mampus.