aku ini apa agaknya.

aku tengah period, kamu tahu?

the thought of "was it my mistake for being an ugly pig compared to others?" came into my mind last night.it was really awful to think about. facing all of this makes me wonder, am i good enough to find something better in later days? or am i fated to be a complete failure or substitute or whatever because of my bad looks? people make fun of my incapability, continuously. it is not a joke anymore. i don't wear this ugly face, fat ass or small breast to be laughed at, it is something i have to live with, i can change nothing.

it caused me another self-esteem to be burnt in your laughs.
this ugly pig have feelings too, i suppose.

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