Makcik Urut: "Peranakan jatuh sangat ni. Silap silap tak boleh mengandung."
Doktor: "You know the consequence of it, you cant get pregnant."
Living this life, I cant stop every good and bad of it. At this point, I cant stop things from happening. And it is good to know, I dont have to worry about having life partner, let alone to get married. Because it is useless.
Because I cant, or at least might not get pregnant. So love, crush thingy, companionship are totally pointless.
Suprisingly, I am cool with that. But yeah, there's always a little pain behind every cool reaction. But to say, frustration is my evil twin. There are still hopes, but I actually dont care. So I am totally fine with it.
But of course, if it is really true, knowing that I cannot give grandchildren to my parents is a bit, haih. You would know how it feels.
What I wont lose is, my faith to God.
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"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya." -Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286
dan
"Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman." - Surah Al-Imran ayat 139
syafa diuji tanda Allah sayang sangat2 pada syafa
mengadulah pada Dia~
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