Satu hari terkedu.

Have you ever been in a fight?

I am in one right now, with myself.

My heart says a thing, my mind says another. They don't really get along, in this particular matter.

It's like there are two parts in me. Part of it is reminding me about things with the simplest reasoning, instincts and feelings towards this.

While another says I've been through this phase before, and I've been seeing everyone doing it, so I got the influence from there, it's not really coming from my heart.

I am not happy with this, man. Really. This is sad, very sad. Really.