contagious gila.

okay, seriously.

I dont know how to say this. These feelings came once, end of last year kot. Figured it out, and came to conclusion that this huruhara-ness happened due to lack of faith towards God.

I was clueless. And living life was hard. It was so hard. And now, I am clueless. again.

People said it is never too late to come back to the beginning of path, sekali lagi malu dengan Tuhan, you know, because I enjoyed what was given to me, and forgot to remember where is it come from.

Talked to people about how frustrating it is to know the fact that I thought I am determined enough to eat those shits, but I am actually only determined enough to run from them. And people told me to stay chill as we are forever young.

haih.

sebenarnya aku lupa bersyukur.