One thing I learn about marriage. Or jodoh specifically.
Its all about qada' and qadar.
You can never know that you're going to marry your best friend.
You can never know that you're going to marry your ex-boyfriend four years after the breakup.
You can never know that you're going to marry someone after few months knowing him/her.
You can never know that you're going to marry someone over a one month decision.
But also.
You can never know that your fiance is going to break the engagement a day before ijabkabul.
You can never know that your husband/wife is going to die few days after ijabkabul.
You can never know that how long your marriage is going to last.
No matter how hard you try to keep it up.
And whether you are well-prepared or not.
Its not that I'm giving bad impression, saying getting married is just a waste, but you know, everything is destined, by someone up there. Everything can happen. So there's really no point whining. Whether it's late or early, whether it last or not, only God knows why He set that up for you.
Have a little faith.
But that also answers the popular question, why everyone else is getting married and you're not?
On the other hand, it's been two months since I last wrote. I've lost my muse, truthfully. Apart from being so busy completing my final (my own version of final) semester, I've lost my muse to write. Though there're so many things happened during the hiatus, I couldn't find the will, the excitement, the urge to write. But yes, since I'm on three four five months holiday, I think I better start writing again.
So many things happened my fingers are going to bleed till death from typing.
